My husband and I are one of those couples that everyone wants to be like. But he is afraid of the wrath he will reap if he tells me “no”. I don’t like that. I struggle to not act like a spoiled rotten bitch. Most the time succeeding. But today I lost my shit. IContinue reading “I’m a spoiled brat”
Author Archives: Jill L. Ware
Adalyn Rose Marie
My beautiful granddaughter Adalyn Rose, Means more to me than she even knows. Out of her mouth comes the darnedest things, There is nothing better than when she sings. She has style, she has flare, When we are together we are quite the pair. Sometimes she can be just a bit mean, And a lotContinue reading “Adalyn Rose Marie”
Granddaughters
What a week it has been. I had my granddaughters most of the week. The four year old has been not feeling well. Apparently her dad told her the other day that she was being rude. So now when we say anything she doesn’t like we are being rude. Children. The six year old IContinue reading “Granddaughters”
Share Your Blessings
We are all blessed with gifts we can’t see. What are yours, what could they be? Look close upon you what the Savior has bestowed. It isn’t anything you were owed. It was by the grace of God you were saved, All your sins could be waived. Accept the Father with an open heart, FromContinue reading “Share Your Blessings”
Changed Woman
Let me say this loud and clear, Don’t always believe of me what you hear. My mind has been partitioned-rearranged, Rendering my previous behaviors changed. Learning to say no and stand my ground, Hasn’t left many of my so called friends around. With me that’s absolutely fine, I truly enjoy alone most of the time.Continue reading “Changed Woman”
I could be so much worse
As I sit here getting my chemo treatment, I watch and listen to those around me. I am blessed. There are so many in pain and sick from their treatments. Over the years I see patients come and go. Some are now cancer free others didn’t beat their disease. I really appreciate the life GodContinue reading “I could be so much worse”
Reflection
What do you see when you look at your reflection? I’d almost bet it’s not what other people see. We are our own worst critics. Love Yourself!
What a Blessed woman I Am
This Mother’s Day was great. It’s the first time in years we all got together in one place. As a person with BPD I have had bad behaviors or toxic marriages that have interfered with my relationships with my children and grandchildren. Knock on wood. My behavior is better, my husband and best friend isContinue reading “What a Blessed woman I Am”
Time For Me
Putting others needs before my own, it is a behavior that I’ve always known. Never learning to say No, making it impossible to just go. I need some quite time just for me, a place to go and just Be. Exhaustion isn’t far away, it’s lurking just around the Bay. I am busy as canContinue reading “Time For Me”
Unrest In The World
I have no idea if this is just racism, or if it’s political tactics, or just plain stupidity. But for those of us with already underlining mental issues it can make us uneasy, paranoid and just plain scared. Oh wait! You don’t even have to have mental illness to have this affect your lives andContinue reading “Unrest In The World”
