I really hate that when you are in the chaos of bipolar sometimes you don’t even know it. Taking some time for me at the lake. The rest is much needed from about three weeks of mania.
WTH! If you saw my very first video blog, I was a nervous, crying mess. The day after I posted that to my sight, I spent six hours in the ER trying to find out why I wasn’t feeling like myself. There is no definition of normal to follow. I just knew whatever was goingContinue reading “Pre Menopause”
This is an update on my earlier post. For a few weeks I’ve been feeling a bit off. Dizzy, mood swings, anxious, tremors, stuttering, forgetfulness. I thought my mental junk had just pushed me over with a dozer. Nope. It was that I was diagnosed several years ago with cervical spinal stenosis at the c6Continue reading “There Was A Reason For My Madness”
I am always willing to admit when my junk is out of wack. But man lately I just am not bouncing back. People we know our own bodies, if you feel something isn’t right get another opinion besides your own. After a video conference with my primary doctor today about my moods, anxiousness and severalContinue reading “Maybe I Have Not Lost My Mind”
After a very hot hike grandpa brought us to the pool to cool down. He really does spoil us girls.
My husband and I are one of those couples that everyone wants to be like. But he is afraid of the wrath he will reap if he tells me “no”. I don’t like that. I struggle to not act like a spoiled rotten bitch. Most the time succeeding. But today I lost my shit. IContinue reading “I’m a spoiled brat”
He Knows all of my secrets, Yet he loves me. There are no regrets, With me he desires to be. He has a temper at times, Not near as harsh as mine. We’ve been friends for so long, There is no way this can go wrong. He holds me and lets me cry, Spoils me,Continue reading “This Man”