Young Love

Those lips and how they made me feel, I’d sell my soul to taste them once again. Never had anything felt so real, Thoughts of you pour like rain. I don’t fight them anymore,          visiting me in my dreams. Are you just as you were before, We, you’ve forgotten it seems. Nothing ever felt soContinue reading “Young Love”

Be You!

Put on your best smile, go that extra mile. Be courteous and nice, don’t ever think twice. Lift up one another, be your neighbors brother. Love with all your might, don’t give up without a fight. Ask for nothing in return, be the example so they can learn. Be you, let your light shine through.Continue reading “Be You!”

Beauty and Her Beast

If you aren’t someone she sees almost ever day, With you her monster likely won’t play. If she cares for you even the slightest bit, Out of nowhere her monster you might get. She tries to keep him on a short chain, All the while inside her he’s raising Cain. For no reason at all,Continue reading “Beauty and Her Beast”

Feeling Really Messed Up Lately

I don’t know if it’s from turning fifty or that this pandemic has caused financial strain and anxiety in my life. The one thing I can be sure of is that my husband has probably thought about divorcing me. I would if I were him. Just when my moods couldn’t get any worse, my husbandContinue reading “Feeling Really Messed Up Lately”

The Revenge Screw

When I started this journey into blogging I stated I would mention the good the bad and the ugly. I didn’t just mean everyone else behavior. After all I do have bipolar and borderline personality disorder. I don’t have the behaviors near as often anymore. occasionally they do sneak out. FYI this was many yearsContinue reading “The Revenge Screw”

Where There Is Fear There Is No Faith!

That saying is complete bull! Fear is a natural reaction to certain situations. Everyone was created different, so their reactions to things will be different. I have an absolute fear of snakes, my niece adores them. Does that mean she has faith and I do not. NO. We just fear different things and that isContinue reading “Where There Is Fear There Is No Faith!”

Concrete Walls Without Windows Are A Prison To A Child!

My sister has always said this big eyes photo reminds her of us as children living in the basement. Except her pet was stuffed. After my mother and father divorced our mother married a Yellow Freight driver that she had met while waiting tables in a truck stop. He was quite a bit older thanContinue reading “Concrete Walls Without Windows Are A Prison To A Child!”

Was My Junk Inherited or A Consequence of My Traumas?

I do believe that a majority of my junk was inherited.. And that life traumas made the diseases progress. After my parents divorced as a young child I begin stuttering and talking too fast. No amount of speech therapy fixed it. I still do it in anxious situations. It is amazing how dysfunctional your childhoodContinue reading “Was My Junk Inherited or A Consequence of My Traumas?”